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Sunday, November 26, 2006,12:25 pm
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spent the whole day at home actually.been awhile since i had a slackish day .body still aching . haas .this race we were running together.finally time to rest ba .im trying to convince myself that it is better to let go.he deserves better, much better.andd . i guess we both should have the chance to find true love (:there's still much ahead of us.only time will tell yea ?i guess dad tried to cheer me up by letting me play around and cook dinner .hahas .quite messy in the kitchen .made a pasta omelette ! =Dits like .. the only thing i know how to make . lol .reminds me of home econs with songhua last year .haha .it was funn . but had to clean up t0o . lol .i think dad was just lazy .but it did help (:&WHATS THE EFF-ING USE OF CUTTING YOURSELF ?no . it doesnt help at all.no . it definitely wont make you feel better.no . it wont solve your current situation.no . it doesnt gain sympathy.i seriously cant stand it.its not the first time i watched a friend go through this.seeing this time and time again. and for what ? to make yourself feel worse than you already do ?pleasee . dont do this anymore .think about it. dont bury yourself from reality.it isnt going to disappear on its own.face it, overcome it .strive to rid of it once and for all, doesnt that sound like a better solution ?everything that happens in life, it happens for a reason, be it good or bad.either way, you have to get through it.if its a mistake, face it, learn from it.if its an achievement, strive to improve.i know its easier said than done, but at least try. dont give up.ohkay , maybe i dont know what im talking about.in life, we will all face problems one way or another. there's no question about that.but, its not about how who has the bigger problem, its what we do ABOUT it .any kuku can sit there, complaining about the hurdles in front of him.but it takes something to stand up and do something about it.hm . hope that dad lets me go with julia tomorrow .but i dont know if i should go back to coa . aiya .. i dont know .also, my dear daughter afiqah .thanks for being such a pillar of strength for me (:a new path is opening up for us, and we are going to walk down it together (:its nice to know that even when we are in different directions,we can still turn around and see each other's footprints.long story . haha .hope that can go for the facial with you ! wahaha =DDcherie's also going off to china soon .forr like .. 20 days ?GULPS .
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